wanderlust. dreamer. storyteller. 

"I feel like every time I'm around you,
I get so shy and from my bold outer shell, I'm grasped back into 
and every word I say reminds me of how much I'll never get to feel your love.

Every time I say something or do something
that is of less humanity than that I'd value my true self,
I feel the heat of the moment;
only to remember it and hate myself for it in the end.

Everything I say may be turned toward another,
only to ricochet and divert toward myself.
I cannot control this, what I am, but I always have.
What I am is this, and this is me;
I contain it yet it lives wildly and freely,
and I'd give anything to change it." -a.b.

☻ i love you endlessly.