ur-therapist

How do I live without you? 
          	25 is too young, too young for you to leave this cruel world. 
          	If I could travel time...
          	I would travel 3 days back, book a flight and fly to Seoul. 
          	I'd save him.
          	I'd try everything to save him
          	I still hope he's alive like Jonghyun and Sulli and they might live a better life without the stress of being perfect. That all of this is a show. And in April 3 days after the deathly anniversary of the Sewol tragedy  
          	I hate death I hate it so much that it calls the best to him at a very young age. He had his life before him. 
          	What about Su Ah? His members? Sanha? His Hyungs? What about his parents and us? What about us.....
          	
          	
          	I won't be able to handle another death this year. 
          	If one of my saviours.. if I get a mail that they died too. 
          	I'd stop doing everything
          	Eating, sleeping, working
          	
          	There's a saying that goes: "What would you wish from God to gift the world this year?" 
          	- I'd ask him to erase all the bad stuff like feeling less worthy or that someone isn't beautiful and that they don't deserve to be loved. 
          	
          	
          	Rest in peace  
          	Fly high and be happy 
          	If it gives you peace I'll accept it but I'll still be so broken I can't explain it

ur-therapist

 Es sind schon 12 Tage seit dem 19. April vergangen. Und auch wenn es schwer ist das zu akzeptieren, bin ich aus meiner Trauer- und Akzeptanzphase fast raus. Es ist immer schwer
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ur-therapist

How do I live without you? 
          25 is too young, too young for you to leave this cruel world. 
          If I could travel time...
          I would travel 3 days back, book a flight and fly to Seoul. 
          I'd save him.
          I'd try everything to save him
          I still hope he's alive like Jonghyun and Sulli and they might live a better life without the stress of being perfect. That all of this is a show. And in April 3 days after the deathly anniversary of the Sewol tragedy  
          I hate death I hate it so much that it calls the best to him at a very young age. He had his life before him. 
          What about Su Ah? His members? Sanha? His Hyungs? What about his parents and us? What about us.....
          
          
          I won't be able to handle another death this year. 
          If one of my saviours.. if I get a mail that they died too. 
          I'd stop doing everything
          Eating, sleeping, working
          
          There's a saying that goes: "What would you wish from God to gift the world this year?" 
          - I'd ask him to erase all the bad stuff like feeling less worthy or that someone isn't beautiful and that they don't deserve to be loved. 
          
          
          Rest in peace  
          Fly high and be happy 
          If it gives you peace I'll accept it but I'll still be so broken I can't explain it

ur-therapist

 Es sind schon 12 Tage seit dem 19. April vergangen. Und auch wenn es schwer ist das zu akzeptieren, bin ich aus meiner Trauer- und Akzeptanzphase fast raus. Es ist immer schwer
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