ur_amant

I have now officially posted the entire poetry booklet I wrote for the dude I had a thing for on ao3 RIP (contains 48 poems )
          	
          	if u wanna read the monstrosity, my account name there is jupiters_sacrifice

ur_amant

@ur_amant wait no I lied *50 poems
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ur_amant

I WAS DOWN HORRENDOUS I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY FOR MYSELF
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ur_amant

I have now officially posted the entire poetry booklet I wrote for the dude I had a thing for on ao3 RIP (contains 48 poems )
          
          if u wanna read the monstrosity, my account name there is jupiters_sacrifice

ur_amant

@ur_amant wait no I lied *50 poems
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ur_amant

I WAS DOWN HORRENDOUS I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY FOR MYSELF
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ur_amant

Purposefully wrote and published a lighter oneshot bc you better believe I immediately started writing some rly dark hurt/comfort afterwards

ur_amant

@LampLamp729 LMFAO REAL‼️
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LampLamp729

@ur_amant EBONY DARKNESS DEMENTIA WAY???
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ur_amant

@LampLamp1 unfortunately I'm emo and my heart and soul are formed by darkness /j
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ur_amant

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Holy shit guys, I just wrote AND published something for the first time in four years. I can promise it'll be absolute shit, but this is improvement methinks

ur_amant

@ur_amant THANK YOU 
            I hardly ever actually post what I write, but I figured I might as well for whatever reason 
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LampLamp729

@ur_amant i already read it and it's super cool :sunglasses:
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UnordinaryOlive0il

thanks for reading eyes down and away and seven days!
          
          
          if u have any feedback abt it you can tell me abt it here too!
          
          
          I wanna write a lot more here but my head is still like lagging because of staying up for the new year countdown like… AAAAAAAAAA 
          
          
          
          I’ll write u a jarlo thing here instead ig
          
          
          
          “It’s you.”
          
          
          “It was always you.”
          
          
          
          “How could I…ever forget?”
          
          
          
          “It was you, John.”
          
          
          John just stared at me for awhile, until his face finally revealed a smile. 
          
          “Yes, you remember me now, Arlo.”
          
          
          
          *dies* I can’t write rn its too early for this but hey you got a sneak peek of a jarlo story in my drafts so… yay?
          
          
          
          
          
          Tears streamed down the blond’s face. 
          
          
          “Will I… ever see you again?”
          
          
          
          “Maybe not. Maybe so. But even if you never see me again… I’ll always be next to you. Watching you, supporting you. I’ll be there, even if you can’t see me.”
          
          
          
          
          “Why… me? I’m a horrible person.”
          
          
          
          “You call yourself horrible, even after you went through all that trouble to remember me again? You’re amazing. You’re the only person who tried. The only person who didn’t let my memory float away into nothing. I appreciate everything, Arlo. I’ll stay with you. Okay?”
          
          
          John took a few steps closer to Arlo and wiped away his tears with his hands.
          
          
          Arlo could only nod. 
          
          
          “Okay”
          
          

ur_amant

@UnordinaryOlive0il SCREAMS BET
            getting the top tier sneak peeks right now DHSBCHSIDHSK 
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UnordinaryOlive0il

@ur_amant I actually wrote you a potential ending- but without tons of spoilers ofc! 
            
            ALSO TYTY HOORAY
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ur_amant

@UnordinaryOlive0il It's no problem at all! They both were amazing reads!! :))
            
            AND AHH THIS ALREADY SOUNDS SO GOOD IM CRUMBLING DHXBXHSJDHSJ
            I can't wait for what you do with this !!! 
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LampLamp729

omg please dont read the blyke x isen "hardcore yaoi" book

ur_amant

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I could see him joking Abt the shit he's gone thru and realizing afterwards "oh mayhaps that was a bit too personal," but only to a certain extent. Maybe that's just me projecting, but-
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ur_amant

@LampLamp1 literally! And I rly don't enjoy it when ppl have him just trauma dump to literally anyone at anytime & tell everything that ever happened to him & all that. He literally pretended to be a null for years & go thru constant beatings so he wouldn't have to tell the person he trusted most about his past (and obvi bc he didn't trust himself). Obvi it's okay to have him open up some more, but it just feels eugh for the over sharing
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LampLamp729

It feels like they're putting the flesh back in a character for a cookie cutter representation of gay people
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