Hey, I'm back and I've finally realized that Wattpad is my Rant/Vent app bcuz every time something happens I run here to ease myself and after a long time I'm back.
BTW THIS IS JUST ME RANTING ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE AND NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING.
Okay so, I have a crush on this boy, he is hot and all but all our mutual friends told me that I'm out of HIS league and I should find someone better. THIS HAPPENED IN JULY. But now since few weeks he somehow got to know that I have a crush on him, and we have NEVER talked NEVER. So, it's like we both make eye contacts and I've caught him staring at me A LOT many times tbh. This one time I was in French lab attending my class he passed by and he peeped inside the class and immediately made eye contact w me. But I feel like he doesn't like me back, and I feel so sad that I could never get that PURE type of love ever. Like without any darkness and I always ends up blaming myself for not being good enough for anyone and that's just make me so sad. I just wanna curl up and die fr bcuz everything gets so overwhelming I can't do anything. I wish I was like his crush bruh.......