sierra<3

hey guys...ITS ASHER DASHER! dont get confused by the name change, i explain in this message. ik ITS BEEN AWHILE. but i wanna give u guys an update! as much as wattpad has been last on my mind for the past few years, it will ALWAYS have a very special place in my heart. first of all, im not gonna say im trans anymore. i think genderfluid VERY much sounds more like me instead of trans. so i'll be going by all pronouns! thats the first big thing i wanna say! second thing, i just went through a huge break up! amazing right. the guy i was dating for a year and almost 3 months cheated on me AGAIN so i left. and 9 days later he had a new gf, NOT the girl he cheated on me with. but anyways, being with him was hell anyways. i could never be myself with him, which is part of the reason i realized i'm in fact, NOT trans, but just genderfluid. so some days i feel like a boy, sometimes a girl, sometimes neither. SO im changing my name on here to sierra which is what i go by now! anyways, alot has changed, and im changing my pfp to be me since i had a glow up, lol. anyways, if u wanna follow my socials, here they are: also, i have multiple tiktoks, thats why theres 3. 1 is an ariana grande fanpage and 1 is asmr.
          
          snap: shawns.l0ve
          tiktok: urfavv.bl0ndiee
          switchin_positionss.xx
          sierra.asmrr
          instagram: urfavv.bl0ndiee
          pinterest: urfavvbl0ndiee
          roblox: ilovepopmusi
          discord: urfavv.bl0ndiee
          twitch: urfavvbl0ndiee
          smule: urfavvbl0ndiee
          
          ik most of them are the same the snap will be changed to urfavv.bl0ndiee in july since shawn is my ex's name. im not allowed to change it till july. anyways!! im talking to a very nice pretty girl now  we're not together yet but ik she's down bad for me and im down bad for her so. she already posted on her tiktok abt me EEEE i love her anyways BYE i wanna be more active on here ♡

Thanks for the follow!

I apologize if you don't want anyone making a little message on your profile, let me know and I'll delete it.
          
          I was scrolling through loads of notifs and noticed an announcement of yours. I recognize your username, I feel like we've talked before. I was formerly known as Sprinkle_Blossom if that helps?
          
          Don't worry, I'll get out of your hair soon. Just wanna wish you a good day before I go. Hope things haven't been too harsh for you. <3

i hate how i've basically become irrelevant on wattpad. it makes me really upset cuz i used to be so popular.

happy new year's ♡

crying cuz liam payne's death has js set into my mind and i js realized this is real life

okay another thing i have 2 rant abt, ik i said abt politics i wasnt gonna get started w lgbtq n trans shit but like now i am bc i saw an ad abt kamala harris letting transgender prisoners get surgery n how that's so terrible n my grandma was like agreeing w it so now i have 2 rant abt it bc i need 2 say it lmao. idc what they are, if they're prisoners or not. ik what they did is wrong, but EVERYONE deserves 2 have a trans surgery. if they had 2 have another 'normal' surgery, they would let that person have the surgery. but no, if it's a trans surgery, then js fuck them over? ik what it's like 2 have 2 live w a body that's not ur own. ik what it's like 2 not be allowed 2 get a trans surgery. it's fucking hell. i wouldn't wish that on anyone, not even a prisoner, it makes me feel like a prisoner in my own body. so i wouldnt wish that shit on anyone regardless of what they did 2 deserve that. anyways, that's it i got it out bye bye

YALL THATS NOT MY NEIGHBOR JS GOT AN UPDATE AND I CAN FINALLY SIMP FOR THE MILKMAN AGAIN YAY

i'm sorry, i don't usually talk abt politics but like i need to rant rn what the hell is going on in the world like ppl 4 trump r like actually fuckin delusional like i can't even comprehend what the hell is going on in their heads rn like wtf they think rape is the victim's fault now? like i js heard my grandma talking otp abt abortion n she said "well maybe girls should keep their legs together" uhm how is rape n incest their fault. keep in mind trump's the one who started january 6, where 9 ppl died. 4 of which committed suicide days later from the trauma, n one who was fucking trampled n crushed to death. this delusional, immature man is the one that broke because he knows he's going to lose n posted, "I HATE TAYLOR SWIFT!!!" just because she endorsed kamala harris n he knows that the entire world r swifties and will do whatever the hell she says. n the ppl who fucking support israel like no offence if u do ik not everyone who does is a bad person but like i don't rlly have an opinion but i js wanna point smth out here. the ppl that support israel r also the ppl calling melanie martinez an ignorant, stupid, braindead, hypocritical lunatic who doesn't even have the capacity 2 even have a political opinion, telling innocent, uneducated people on reddit 2 unfollow her, never listen 2 her again or if u still want 2, pirate her music n never give her a penny or support her ever again js because she supports palestine. if u support israel, these r the people ur associating yourself with. so idc if u don't agree with me. i don't have really have an opinion on the israel thing, but if i had 2 choose the one i support, i would 100% not choose israel. hate me all u want, unfollow me, block me, i dont care. n if i started getting on abt trans, lgbtq, or racism i would lose my shit. so i'm not even gonna start because i'm part of that category too cuz i'm a trans male n pansexual. but anyways i'm js voicing my opinion n if u don't like it, u can fuck off. thanks, bye now !!

websites i like as a neurodivergent bc i'm weird and why i like them
          epilepsy warning for some of them
          
          fataltotheflesh.com - obviously helps w self harm cuz u can cut the screen and seeing the blood helps SO MUCH
          onlysuddenly.com - this helps w when i get sensory overload for some reason it's js kinda relaxing
          manualsequence.com - it's js trippy and cool asf to my autistic mind
          fillthisup.com - idk its js cool to my mind how u draw and then erase it again 
          pleasetouchme.com - ITS SO COOL
          lookingatsomething.com - no idea
          coldvoid.com - it keeps my mind occupied by trying to get rid of the whole thing
          papertoilet.com - also gives my mind smth to do getting rid of all the toilet paper
          rainymood.com - rain helps w sensory overload alot NO THUNDER.
          trashloop.com - its like a game and it's so good OMG I NEED TO FIND A PIMPLE POPPING GAME RNNNNNN I JS RANDOMLY THOUGHT THAT
          thisthatnow.com - SEVERE EPILEPSY WARNING THE FLASHING LIGHTS ALMOST MADE ME DISSOCIATE LMAO but anyways this one i js like if im understimulated the flashing's good and then when it gets too much i can js hold the screen and stop
          innerinterior.com - i like how u can keep clicking and have more lines and shapes come up idk how to explain itttt it's js cool
          remotelydistant.com - EPILEPSY WARNING anyways i like the colors hehe
          oozemove.com - another thing i like for sensory overload bc it gives my brain smth to focus on instead of the things around me plus it mesmerizes meee
          neogeocity.com - i like being able to drag the screen and try to find the end even tho there prob isnt one
          flyingfrying.com - IT'S AN EGG. NOTHING ELSE THAN THAT.
          ifeelstrange.com - shapes. and if u drag the shapes move hehe