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Sorry I haven’t been online much
          
          I’m working on a story that I plan to send to be published
          
          And I don’t have any creative juices for my other stories on Wattpad that I have yet to publish

I haven’t been writing since I found a new game
          
          Cookie run Kingdom
          
          It’s so much fun
          
          I got legendaries and Shadow Milk Cookie even though Ive been playing for only two days-

I am unpublishing my Love Is Red book
          
          I want to edit and revise it. Like an author.
          
          Also I keep side questing (aka, beginning other stories rather than finishing the one 
          I'm writing right now)

My mom said I was two months before I turned three when I went to Pre K
          
          So that means, when I was TWO YEARS OLD, I went to school
          
          So that leaves 1 year of my life without school
          
          .....
          
          Damn

Had to write a essay, narrative, song, or poem for a history test
          
          While having writer block
          
          I DONT EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A NARRATIVE AND ESSAY TT
          
          I tried to write a story and it ENDED UP SOUNDING LIKE A POEM
          
          IM FUDGING FAILING THIS TESTTT
          
          JUST GIVE ME A MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTION TEST INSTEADDDDD

I just want to congratulate myself on getting out of the….dark side..?
          
          I heard the song, “Numb Little Bug” and remembered how I used to relate to it
          
          Now, the only song I relate to is probably a song titled, “Sunshine and Rainbows and Smiles”
          
          Back then, I didnt think I would live long enough to graduate Highschool or even middle school
          
          I no longer listen to “Happy Death Day” or any of those dark depressing songs
          
          I have to give my thanks to my friends, the ones I made inside and outside of school, mostly the ones outside of school who took away my depression, insecurity, and *skull emoji* stuff
          
          And my parents, who kept an eye on me and helped me through the dark times
          
          At first I thought school would be the only place I would be unhappy at
          
          Nope
          
          Happy as a peanut over there
          
          Things don’t really bother me anymore, I love my school (not math :>), my friends, my parents, and my therapist
          
          He really helped me too
          
          I’ve picked up some new hobbies, gained more confidence, and now I see an improvement in my fitness. Sure I HATE running but I can manage more push ups and I’m on a dance team with amazing people and I’m looking for another extracurricular activity outside of school to do
          
          I just look inside the mirror and say, “Wow..what a change..”
          
          To all those ppl who think things are never going to change: Things will get better :D and I’ll be right there beside you XD
          
          Love you all so much!!!! ヽ(≧∀≦)ﾉ
          
                                                      
          
          

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIYUUUU!!!!

My dad put my cat down while I was at school
          
          Kinda wish he would have done it after school
          
          But yeah
          
          Rest in peace Nico
          
          2025-2026
          
          Not even a year old
          
          We had to put him down bc his body was attacking itself, genetic things, and he lost muscle, and got rlly weak. Weighed less than 5 pounds, unlike his fatass sister who is a real life Garfield

For Love Is Red, I think I might do weekly updates..

Currently have 2 stories published and 14 drafts..