ashyourfeelings
it’s still your mf b day? you’re old asf b
urinternetbitxh
Crystal781250
bruv
i forgot my account information LMAOAOA now im locked out
ashyourfeelings
imma need you to comment on my man cuz i accidently deleted ty
urinternetbitxh
update im fine now
urinternetbitxh
it hurts really bad
urinternetbitxh
just s few things from my notes
ashyourfeelings
that’s a lot of words your posted tho ._. i’m not even going to read tbh bc i have psychology to do
urinternetbitxh
the moment you reached out to me
and i felt a warmth and happiness in me is when i knew it be a bad idea to reply. I have a soft spot for you and thats okay i don’t dislike it makes me feel something. Something i don’t feel with anyone else its special and i like to hold on to it in my memories. i really thought i was okay with texting you again but i was wrong talking about your life brought back too many memories even though u weren’t talking necessarily about me i still remember too much about us and it hurts that i wasnt there for you when u went through more pain.
urinternetbitxh
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but for sum reason yesterday august 21 everything exploded, before i ft you i was crying bc i missed having someone who cared about me and i could run to for anything and talk to them about the dumbest shit and they would still listen liek if i was talking bout life or death. and talking to you for these days brought too many memories i locked away a long time ago. LMAO and the reason i didnt wann atalk about your past is cuz part of me gets jealous and idek how or why it just makes me feel weird. And ik if u ever asked wanna meet up i wouldnt think twice to say yes. and that my friend is why yet again we have to stop texting.
urinternetbitxh
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i made many promises to you and i broke too many of them and now talking to you its not that i have the guilt its that im aware of how much i hurt you. and i still care too much to somehow hurt you again even though i doubt it bc i’m pretty sure you wont let me in like it once was. and that also hurts to know i went from being one of the closets to almost a stranger. but it was my choice at the end of the day and ik i hurt you and my own self by doing that. bc i never got to understand my emotions and i still dont know how to whoch leads to me avaoising any sign of talking. A KID LITERALLY CALLED ME WEIRD AND FUCKED UP FOR THAT. bc they was like do u talk to anyone amd i said “no, i dont want a relationship so why play with someones feelinga” thats what changed about me i learned from my mistakes with you and changed them :) bc i never wanna hurt someone i care about again but just to be sure i dont hurt anyone i stay single and conserve my emotions
urinternetbitxh
tbh i blame myself for believing.. believing that we would continue to talk, that u would open up to me thinking we were going to be something more than friends i let myself believe we were gettin closer and that we would wind up together . i fantasized we would be together, hang out and you would teach me to play soccer and we would go to the park or wtv to just have fun and laugh at how much i sucked at it and hopefully one day it would rain and we could just kiss in the middle of the rain happy we found each other. but as i thought this we began to distance and before i knew it we were no longer friends and became strangers. i thought many happy days would come atleast your whole senior year :) but im hapoy i atleast got to know i was capable of fallin so hard
ashyourfeelings
should’ve said “mfs”
carsonblvd
no