I hate school and sometimes hate life. People at school are so rude, they bully me but in a way no one realizes they do, my friends  are slowly starting to become friends with them, so what should I do. My separation anxiety has been kicking in this last couple of days, and to those who don't have this, ur so lucky. I keep zoning out and whenever I do I start to cry silently. No one is there for me other than my sister who I love with the world. My family is the only thing I have left. I think I'm going to just take a break and spend time with my family because they make me happy. I'm so glad they do. This year has been the worst year of my life since I combined classes. My toxic friend is starting to become friends with my sisters friends and she literally just invited herself into my friend group. I hate it so much but at least I have music.