i will not be writing anymore - i know i said i would but wattpad and other social media platforms haven't been good for me. i decided to make a huge decision and delete wattpad and tiktok considering i haven't been the same, i haven't been wanting to do anything and have lost motivation to do the stuff i loved most, i quit sports to write and read and now i regret it - sports and school were my life before social media and now i feel unmotivated to do anything.
deleting these apps will bring me happiness and make me motivated to do the hobbies i once loved. wattpad brought out the best in me - but it also brought out the worst. i would stay up late to read and write and wake up feeling horrible - my parents tried everything to help me, not knowing my issues were caused by wattpad. i'm not bringing the app down, because it is truly an amazing reading app - but it gave me so much bad habits and i feel like i have lost my true self.
i ghosted all my friends to read and write - even when they tried everything in their power to still be close to me. i feel like a horrible person, so i'm not only doing this for myself - but my loved ones around me, who it also affected greatly. just know that i appreciate each and every one of you for reading my ashtray fanfic and supporting me when others have wronged me. i love you all so much - thank you for an amazing time and making me find my true self.
xoxo avery.
