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Oh god guys how the fuck do y’all better your metal health I need tips on how to keep it going Im so tired of thsi life. And like honestly I’m done
I’m 5’3 and I weight like 110 somewhere around there and bro I was jumping in a trampoline. Like the round ones the huge ones(not the castle ones the regular black ones) and y’know I was minding my business and I was jumping with my little course but then she got off because her brother made her. And then I was jumping alone so my other little cousin comes and he’s 8 and my cousin and my brother just come and they’re like get off she’s gonna break the trampoline and they start laughing and go away and then my cousin he screams oh my god stop. And I’m jumping and not that much. And then liek he’s like y’know what I’m gonna get off. Like what. I’m not heavy and like I hate this because I know I’m not fat. But like it still hurt like what? And it wasn’t my cousin probably who thought that it was my brother who said it and I hate it sm because he talks shit about em to my cousins and they believe him and they always repeat what he says and it’s so tiring. Like what? And like I get that Imm a little heavier that then and my sister like my sister is 102 pounds. But it’s so frustrating I just wanna huddle up and cry sometimes yk? Like it’s so frustrating snd degrading like fuck. And the only reason I’d because Im actually curvy unlike them and I have bigger thighs, but like that doesn’t mean that Im fat and it’s like my family makes it a goal to point every insecurity out. Like if you knew I would starve myself and work out constantly until I felt like throwing up it wouldn’t be so funny huh? I got so bad once that I didn’t eat for 4 days straight or I wasn’t eating and I began feeling really sick and then J was I couldn’t eat anything because it would come out. It’s so annoying and I hate this.