Hey my loves!! So recently my mental health has been seriously declining. I've had zero motivation to write or get things done. I have a very hard time getting out of bed in the morning. I know it sounds like I'm being lazy, but irl I'm not like that at all. I'm usually excited to wake up and get ready and get things done, but now I have a hard time even getting out of bed. I think it has a bit to do with the snowy weather, but I think it also has something to do with my sleep schedule. Which is all messed up because of my mental health lol. Ive been falling asleep at 3 pm and then waking up at 7 pm, then going back to sleep at 4 am. I'm not sure why this is happening but it really sucks. I've tried everything but nothing works. It's also had an effect on my physical health. I've had terrible headaches every single day, and I've been feeling physically sick to my stomach alot. And yes, I've been to the doctors and there's nothing physically wrong with me. So I think it has to do with me stressing and being depressed, honestly. And this is not me saying that I have depression in any way shape or form. I'm saying that right now I'm feeling very depressed and stressed out over a lot of things that have been happening recently. So because of this I've decided to slow down on writing. I announced this a bit in the author's note of chapter 11, but I didn't go into great detail like I am now. Before I was putting out four to five chapters a day and I think that was taking a lot out of me.This is not me saying I'm stopping the book at all, this is just me saying that for this period of time I'm going to slow down on the chapters a bit. Anyways thank you guys so much for understanding and I hope these chapters are better now that I'm slowing down and not just rushing them out lol.
--sincerly
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