Meh

I was talking with a friend right now about people that have passed away, and i thought about you. to think a few years ago we were in our early teens obsessing about fictional robots. im going to be 17 now, and you would be about 19. i hope youre resting well.

( Since I exceeded the message limits before ;_; )
          
          I’m only hearing this now. And I’m sorry. 
          We weren’t close, but I felt I had helped you once before. 
          I dread the thought that our last message was you saying “hi,” because I fear I could have helped in some way. It was months before you went quiet. Months before you sadly took your life. 
          
          I’m so sorry you didn’t get to live the life you wanted, that everyone wanted to see you become. I bet you would’ve been a gorgeous man. Maybe in death you shall be than man. 
          
          The fact kids like you, even younger, have taken their lives because their solemn parents and guardians betrayed their meaning of loving and accepting and helping their child. 
          
          I want your story to spread awareness. To how sadly, and sickly common suicide in (LGBTQ+) teens is. 
          I wish you could have seen this world. Wish you could have met accepting and great people. Could have transitioned and been the man you wanted, with the person you wanted. 
          
          I send love to anyone and everyone in a similar situation. I am sorry. Remember you ARE LOVED, IMPORTANT, and IT WILL PASS. 
          ❤️ 
          Love, Sean

Hey Joseph, it's been awhile. 
          
          I'm so sorry about what happend to you. 
          
          I wanted to say thank you for helping me with what I was going through. It helped so much. I wish I could of helped you more though. Now knowing that you're gone sucks. I wish I could of been there to just give you a hug an tell you everything will be okay. Even though it didnt. I'm so sorry about what you had to go through. It was probably really hard no having alot of people around to help you. Even though you wanted to reach out to someone, you felt like you would of been wanting thier time. I know how that feels. But trust me they would of listend to you. Just know we will all love you and miss you. 
          
          -Aust. 

Hey... I know I’m late but I finally have gathered a few things I could say.
          
          I wish I spoke to you more. You needed someone to talk to but I wasn’t there all the time like I should’ve been. I’m sorry about that.
          
          I’m glad I got the opportunity to talk to you... even if it was over the internet. 
          
          I hope you’re happier where you are now. Even though I’m pretty sad about you leaving, I just hope you’re happy. 
          
          You’re in a better place.
          
          Love, Trisha

Hi.. Joseph..
          
          I know this is late already, but I finally have the strength to post a message.
          
          I'm sorry if I suddenly didn't messaged you. If only I stayed a little longer you'll still be here. If I listened to you more. 
          
          But I didn't. I became distant like everyone else you knew. I still regret it until this very day. 
          
          I'm sorry..
          
          I hope you're in a better place now..
          
          You'll always be remembered..
          
          -Sof.

I'm a little late, but...
          
          When I first met you, Joseph, I wouldn't have guessed that we'd end up here. I'd never have expected that you would become so important to me in a matter of, what, a few months? A year? It doesn't matter. What did matter, what does matter, is you. You were one of my best friends, you were like a brother to me. We saw each other through good and bad, through the ups and downs of our lives. I had to talk you away from a knife more than once.
          
          And you know what? I don't regret it. Every second I spent talking with you, it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I'd think of you when I woke up, I'd message you past my bedtime, I'd talk about you in school and be too shy to ask what you looked like, so I could draw you. And now I won't be able to fall asleep to your virtual voice ever again. We had so much more to talk about, you know? We could have talked about our favorite colors, the smell of rain, music, all the important things. But now, I'll never get to. 
          
          I say it from the bottom of my very soul, I wish it had been me. I wish he could have lived to transition, I wish he could have lived to be happy again. I would trade anything to hear his voice once, just once. To hug him and tell him how much he mattered, not just to me but to the world.
          
          I'm going to miss him, so much. I know, wherever he is now, he's happy and safe and loved, and he's not dysphoric at all. He's in a much better place now, and I can only hope that when I die, I'll get to see him.
          
          But for now, I've got to say goodbye.
          
          I wub you, Joseph.

Dear Joseph,
          
          
          I know its been a while since we've even interacted, since things happen and people slowly drift away.
          
          But when I read that announcement, I thought you had said something , but sadly, I was wrong. I don't even know what to say except that I didn't know that the last time we interacted would actually be the last. The last time I would ever hear from you, last and only time you tagged me (my first ever tag), and the thing that brought us up to meet here on wattpad: Detroit: Become Human.
          
          It is very, very heartbreaking to see you go, but I don't even know if you miss us too.
          
          Before I end my message, I really want to give you one last virtual hug.
          
          
          Goodbye, Joseph. Good luck on what's next. Whether it be the after life or a whole new life as someone else.
          
          (/*-*)/
          
          
          With a crap ton of love - Ari 
          

I think now it’s about time I talk about the future of this account that many of you have grown to love
          Unfortunately, the owner of this account (Joseph) was pulled off of life support on Monday, August 26th, 2019 at approximately 10:30 am and passed away in the hospital at the young age of 14 
          His funeral is being held on Sunday, September 1st, 2019 to commemorate his passing 
          And the one thing I would love for all of you to do on this very day is to send your condolences to this account because I know Joseph would very much appreciate that 
          I know many people cared about him and I want that care to be fully recognized on the day of his funeral 
          Thank you for listening and I hope to hear from all of you soon 
          
          ~Colette 

I know this is late.. but I hope you know you are loved. Even if it feels like the world is crashing down there still some people on it that love you. You matter. Everyone matters. We all matter. If no one loves you romanticly. You have family. If your  family is gone. You have us and we will never leave you. We will stay here, loving  you till the end of time. Hope this makes you feel a little better! 
          
          Have a great day! And please,know that you are loved!

hey. this is very late, but I want you to know you are loved, and even if it feels like no one loves you know, someone does and more will. you matter.