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you are making no sense at all. 

I cannot just leave.
          I have to work on things first. 
          I will try to do a good job.
          I do not want you to suffer because I am not doing what am supposed to.
          I am sorry.
          I just cannot find myself.
          I am lost.
          I will work with you because I love you.
          It does not matter if I like it or not.
          I will try my best. I will. 
          And maybe,
          Maybe after that,
          I could finally be gone. 

I'm tired of trying to make it, 
          I've spent so many nights, 
          Tryin' to get it all right, oh-oh-oh
          I'm sick and tired of waiting, 
          For someone to see, and start believing in me, 
          -FM STATIC

And I’ll just quit. 

I am a selfish person. If am your friend, I want it to be just me. It hurts whenever I see you with others. You are all I have and seeing you with other people scares me. But I have no control of you. I will just accept the fact that I meant to be by myself. It always has been. 

This is not my week. 

Why are you yelling at me? Again. And again. And again. 

I can’t just leave. They will be failed. I don’t want them to experience failure just because of me being stupid. I’m trying. I’m trying my hardest to fight. I’m fighting, even if it’s hard. I’m fighting. I am.