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Looking back at the books I wrote when I was 14-18 have me on the floor. Plot was there but dear god everything was so rushed. I'm a horrible author so sorry...

guess who’s back and moves into college in two days… CRAZY SH*T 

its starting to hurt a little too much again...

today was 100% the worst day ive ever had in my whole entire life wby

hey happy october only two more months left of 2020 crazy how time flies. this year was rough for a lot of people. but i also feel like a lot of us needed this year to grow and find ourselves. a lot of bad things happened to me this year to be honest. i lost everybody around me. and i made some awful mistakes. but at the end of the day im realizing im better without those people and the mistakes i made were the biggest learning lessons. if i could wake up and it be march 13 again i wouldnt ever want to go back because of all of the things ive been through to be the person i am now. im happy with myself for the first time in a long time. and i know nobody reads these or cares about what i say. or about me in general. but i just need to get this off of my chest. and damn 2020 youve been a pain in the ass but you rlly taught me some of the best learning lessons ever. thank you for all youve done. i really do appreciate it. and heres to finishing 2020 with positive vibes and going in 2021 with the best version of me i can offer.

mr.loverman slowed with reverb hits different at 2am

obsessed with harry potter recently...

i'm not sure if this is goodbye, or just a see u later. but right now i don't know what to say or tell u guys. writing has always been something that i've loved and turned to when i'm in need. i express myself through writing. it's my outlet. my first love honestly, and i have sm respect for those who write with such talent. it's amazing and inspiring. but for me i have no inspiration and no drive to come out with something new. i want it to be good, but i want to make sure i have a structure. so i'll be taking this time away to come up with a good plot. and if i even make one, i;m not sure what i want to do. i want to come up with something for you guys. i just don't know what. im open to suggestion, plz dm me with some ideas. i love you guys. goodbye for now <3

So uh Mark and Lexie just died... I've been crying all night. I haven't cried this hard in so long.

hey guys whats up? i got logged out of this account for quite a while and i just got it back today... i will try to see if i can upload a new chapter soon. thank you for 28.8k thats insane to me. i love you all so so so much. hope you guys are all staying safe during covid :)