uselesswords

Hi Jessica. I just saw your Wattpad through Twitter and I've been reading your works. You're a really talented writer. I'm so sorry for all you've been through. I know I sound like I'm pitying you, but I'm really not, it's just no one should have to go through this. Not any person. I know there's nothing I can say or do to change anything, but just know I'm here. I've always been here. I automatically felt like we were friends when I first followed you on Twitter and saw how funny and kind you were and I always continued to follow you and wanted to be your friend even when I was going through periods of distancing myself from everyone else. I don't even know if you consider us friends, but just know I'm here. You need someone to talk, cry, rant to, I will be here. Call me, text me, dm me any time of any night or day and I will be here. Sometimes the simplest things like friends or good music or books can help ease the pain. I know it hurts like hell, it hurts way fucking more than anything has ever and probably ever is going to hurt, I know. It make take weeks or months or years, and that pain will probably still be there. But eventually it'll stop consuming you, stop haunting your every thought. I swear. I don't even know if any of this makes sense because it's 3am and I'm half asleep and putting my thoughts into writing isn't one of my greatest talents even at my best times, but yeah. I just want you to know I'm here. A lot of people are.