i wore a top today that says ‘im not gay but 20 dollars is 20 dollars’ and huzz told me he loved my shirt. also i missed the last color guard rehearsal for a mission trip and he asked me where id been. so like he noticed my absence??
but also FAHHH bro this is all deluded okay. i genuinely don’t expect this to go anywhere further than a silly crush bc yk he’s graduating in a year and he’s still madly in love with his gf soooo. hopefully the rest of my brain will get with the program??
i lowk feel really bad doing all this when hes in a happy healthy relationship but idk i can’t make myself stop liking him and im hoping it’ll js fade once he graduates and i stop seeing him so regularly