@user857185
I'm really sorry, that you have to go through such rough path. It pained me, how you have struggled in these past months. I don't know, whether it can give you some peace or not, I still wanna tell you. In this situation, when you feel like giving up in everything for some disgusting people, just remember that, it's your life, you come first, you'll be always be the one with yourself until the end. Just cherish yourself and have faith in your own capabilities. This grief will pass with time.
We all love you! Come to us whenever you need us.♡