Dioken.. i know it may take you some time to read this.. but i am so very deeply sorry for everything i have ever did or said to you in any way that has hurt you.. you taught me how to love how to be a woman you met me at 18 when i was just a helpless little girl and you help mold me and grow me into a better woman dioken.. im so sorry for making you feel less deserving or unimportant you are all i ever think about all i think and dream of you are so pure and easy with me you are the most important part of my life dioken its you, all you wanted was to help me love me and be with me and i am so sorry i hurt you dioken, when i first met you i got butterflies and my stomach was in shambles because you were nothing like anything i have seen, you were so pure and gentle im sorry i disappointed you over and over again, every memory i have is of you please don’t take them away from me please.. i will die for you live for you lie for you i will do anything to be in your presence you are so important to me please dont take our love away.. i just want to make you so happy and proud please forgive me for everything single thing i have done.. please be just be happy with me one last time don’t take all out memories dioken please being in that truck with you was heaven for me.. being under you massaging you rubbing you holding your hands just makes me feel so much at peace i dont know what i would do without you.. im so sorry for everything i have ever done whatever you want me to do i will whatever you want from me passwords a better girlfriend a better friend i will be all that to you please just love me and don’t take our memories dioken they are the only thing that helps keep me going.. please since 2016 i love you so very much… its not easy being with me i know that.. i love you so much and i dont know what to do without you.. i am so sorry.
