I am only hungry for cheese and a specific type of bread but I don't want to put the bread in the toaster for some reason so I'm going to angrily be hungry while obsessively sewing buttons onto my face mask
I mean that in the way of 'My parents may pass away soon because it creates a tragic backstory and this seems to be the go-to for tragic backstories anywhere' not in the way of 'ah yes, my greatest fantasy is that my parents pass away'