YA_NA

Confession
          By: Ya Na
          
          Dated different kinds of man in the past, liked them, told them "I love you" as easy as breathing. 
          Now I'm wondering why is it so hard to tell you those words? 
          Why do I feel like I'm the truest me when I'm with you? 
          
          Its like a slow dance and every beat and notes are entering every inch of my fiber.
          But I don't feel what they call "butterflies in the stomach", what I feel is calm waves like on the oceans. 
          
          I don't know the reason why I like you. 
          I was suprised at myself too. 
          Looking at you brings me comfort. 
          Seeing your smile makes my heart feel warm. How can I resist when you make everything calm. 
          
          We've been friends for a long time but I'm starting to cross beyond that line. 
          I'm willing to take a risk. 
          I'm willing to wait no matter how long it takes. Just let me show you that my intention is pure and genuine.
          
          I am starting to like you. 
          If you're not ready for love, I'll adjust to your pace and walk right by your side.
          Because what you make me feel is enough, for now.
          So don't rush, and take your time to digest and adjust.

"Thoughts"
          By: Ya Na
          
          How can you continue walking when you no longer feel your legs?
          How can you continue your feelings when your heart is no longer beating? 
          How can you lose someone who's never been yours from the start?
          How can you feel the pain when your whole body is numb?
          How does love make it right, when you feel it wrong? 
          How can life justify the suffering thats going on?
          Its like falling leaves from trees,
          My feelings for you is wild and free,
          Even in doubt, you make it right,
          How can you make my day feel so light and bright? 
          This little butterflies never flies in my stomach,
          Nor you make me feel nervous, but always make me feel I'm enough
          How can I turn this wonderful feelings into hatred?
          When you just bring me peace and amusement,
          Sometimes you're just unfair,
          When you laugh out your lungs, and drown in her stare,
          But in the end, all of these are nonsense,
          Because the only thing that make sense, 
          Is that you and I will remain friends.

"Thoughts for G" 
          By: Ya Na
          
          Never been so sad about someone, 
          Never cried for someone as much as I cried for you. 
          Doubting the world, and only your my truth. But now you're fading way from my sight, just been honest, but now I'm drowning with lies. 
          I wanna speak to you and drown in your embrace but how can I do that when you won't even look in my way. 
          Your eyes are glued to the way she walk and talk,
          Seeing how your eyes shines brightly as stars, 
          The way my eyes shines when you give me a smile,
          Now I'm here wanna drown in my own dreams,
          I don't wanna wake up, 
          I want my dreams to eat me up alive,
          That way I won't think of you,
          That way I won't remember the way you laugh,
          That way I won't remember how warm is your embrace,
          That way I can still keep you even as a friend.