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Yo, I think I'm dumb, okay so when I was 12, in 2019, I went to space camp, and there was this kid who I hung out with, and stuff, also keep in mind he is a guy, but there was this other kid who always looked depressed, and during a rocket building thing there were leftover circular parts, wo I just doodled on it and the other girls saw and made a bunch of other ones, and made them into emotional support coins, and if you dropped them, the girls would hug you, and the kid who we meant them for didn't really use them, so the other guy, the first one I mentioned, took them and used them, and then he just started saying es or emotional support, and I was mostly the only one hearing it, cause the other girls were ahead or talking but I have good hearing so I was the only one hugging him, and like a year ago I had a discovery that he might like me, and I was surprised how I didn't realize this earlier, but I also facetimed him, called him, he showed me to his friends when we went home, and I also made a paper flower cause I needed something to do, and he was like "You made that? That was quick!" And he asked for it so I gave it to him, and he kept it, and I am just so dumb, and one time he woke up to answer a call from my sister being dumb, but I was just thinking about how I didn't realize he liked me and now he has a girlfriend, so maybe he just moved on cause I didn't realize it, and he realized I didn't realize he liked me, and just moved on, but now I feel like I hurt his feelings, cause I didn't know, but I dunno