uswnt_express

Pt. 1 Hey guys! First, I want to apologize for being MIA lately. I'm sorry for making you guys wait for such a long time for another update. I'm going to be completely honest with you guys because you deserve to know. I had been talking to a boy for the past two months and I really fell for him. I was distracted by him so I didn't have time to write because I'd constantly be talking to him. I was so happy and I thought it would last for a long time, but one day he stopped talking to me out of no where and when he did, it sounded like he was bored or he'd respond with short messages. I knew him, he always sent long messages that could lead a conversation, but the last week of October was when he started the short messages and just stopped talking to me. Let me refresh you guys with some info, the first day we hung out he had called me (not going to use the real name so I'm just going to say Ally.) He called me Ally on accident and I asked, "who's Ally?" and he had told me that she was just his cousin. I let that slide. During fall break he had hung out with a girl named "Ally" and her friend. I started to grow suspicious. I did not like him hanging out with another girl, but he had said that she was just a friend. I let it slide. On November 1st, I had asked him what was going on between us and if we were okay. He told me that he was not ready to be in a relationship. I was actually okay. I was fine, I didn't cry when I read that message. However, as days passed by I knew my heart was hurting and I'd have my good and bad days. I would mostly be sad, my mom thought I was depressed. Tbh, idk if I was or not. Anyways, as time went by we would text each other here and there, but rarely. I loved talking to him, I still wanted to be his friend, but sometimes he'd just ignore me or stop responding to me. On the last week of November he had posted a birthday post for another girl whose name was "Ally." I had come to the conclusion that "Ally" wasn't his cousin after all.

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Pt. 3 Basically I was being lead on and let a boy completely destroy who I am. I wish I had the courage to tell him how badly he hurt me. I just hope he doesn't hurt the girl as badly as he hurt me. I wish I had never met him because I still wish I was the girl I used to be. Before him, I was happy, not the happiest, but at least I was happy and my heart wasn't broken. I just wish I could find someone who could fix this broken heart and I'd be myself again. I haven't updated for over two months because I was distracted by a boy who broke my heart and I was still trying to move on and recover. I am still trying to move on and I am slowly recovering. I hope my heart will heal soon. 
          	  
          	  Annnnnnd that is the reason to why I have not updated and WOW I just spilled my feelings onto here, my bad! I didn't mean for it to be this long. But since you guys are great followers, I will update AS SOON AS I CAN. You guys deserve many updates and I'm sorry I didn't give it to you. I will try my best to do so starting now. I will have an update it by the end of this week. Thank you for being such great followers and understanding what I am going through.
          	  
          	  Much love, 
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Pt. 2 I first saw the picture at school and when I did, I just broke down crying. It was the girl he had hung out with during fall break and I was uncomfortable with it. I immediately called my mom and she came to school to pick me up because I was a mess. I was crying in my friends lap for thirty minutes. As time went by, he would still text me here and there. And also snapchat. I had hope that maybe one day we'd be talking on a daily basis again. I was wrong. I went to my friend's basketball game and they were playing against "Ally." With just my luck, he was there. Cheering for his new girl. After the game I tried to say hi, but he didn't hear me so I just told him bye as I was getting into my car. He NEVER posts stories on snapchat so it was weird to see that he had posted something to his story. It was of him and "Ally" hanging out. Oh, I forgot! When they were hanging out together during fall break, the girl "Ally" and her friend posted a selfie of them on his snapchat. I was sooo confused when I saw those two girls. Anyways, I was heartbroken to see that he has a new girl in his life even after telling me that he was not ready for a relationship. My friends made me realize that I was being lead on and I agreed. I was so stupid for ever falling for him. I was so hurt and he completely destroyed the person I used to be. I was happy and always having a good time. Now, I sometimes cry myself to sleep. The crying is so bad that I sometimes cannot breathe and I have to get up and walk around to control myself. It's hard to live with a broken heart, but I'm slowly recovering. I think writing will really help me as I get to spill my feelings into my own writing.
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uswnt_express

Pt. 1 Hey guys! First, I want to apologize for being MIA lately. I'm sorry for making you guys wait for such a long time for another update. I'm going to be completely honest with you guys because you deserve to know. I had been talking to a boy for the past two months and I really fell for him. I was distracted by him so I didn't have time to write because I'd constantly be talking to him. I was so happy and I thought it would last for a long time, but one day he stopped talking to me out of no where and when he did, it sounded like he was bored or he'd respond with short messages. I knew him, he always sent long messages that could lead a conversation, but the last week of October was when he started the short messages and just stopped talking to me. Let me refresh you guys with some info, the first day we hung out he had called me (not going to use the real name so I'm just going to say Ally.) He called me Ally on accident and I asked, "who's Ally?" and he had told me that she was just his cousin. I let that slide. During fall break he had hung out with a girl named "Ally" and her friend. I started to grow suspicious. I did not like him hanging out with another girl, but he had said that she was just a friend. I let it slide. On November 1st, I had asked him what was going on between us and if we were okay. He told me that he was not ready to be in a relationship. I was actually okay. I was fine, I didn't cry when I read that message. However, as days passed by I knew my heart was hurting and I'd have my good and bad days. I would mostly be sad, my mom thought I was depressed. Tbh, idk if I was or not. Anyways, as time went by we would text each other here and there, but rarely. I loved talking to him, I still wanted to be his friend, but sometimes he'd just ignore me or stop responding to me. On the last week of November he had posted a birthday post for another girl whose name was "Ally." I had come to the conclusion that "Ally" wasn't his cousin after all.

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Pt. 3 Basically I was being lead on and let a boy completely destroy who I am. I wish I had the courage to tell him how badly he hurt me. I just hope he doesn't hurt the girl as badly as he hurt me. I wish I had never met him because I still wish I was the girl I used to be. Before him, I was happy, not the happiest, but at least I was happy and my heart wasn't broken. I just wish I could find someone who could fix this broken heart and I'd be myself again. I haven't updated for over two months because I was distracted by a boy who broke my heart and I was still trying to move on and recover. I am still trying to move on and I am slowly recovering. I hope my heart will heal soon. 
            
            Annnnnnd that is the reason to why I have not updated and WOW I just spilled my feelings onto here, my bad! I didn't mean for it to be this long. But since you guys are great followers, I will update AS SOON AS I CAN. You guys deserve many updates and I'm sorry I didn't give it to you. I will try my best to do so starting now. I will have an update it by the end of this week. Thank you for being such great followers and understanding what I am going through.
            
            Much love, 
            Your author
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uswnt_express

Pt. 2 I first saw the picture at school and when I did, I just broke down crying. It was the girl he had hung out with during fall break and I was uncomfortable with it. I immediately called my mom and she came to school to pick me up because I was a mess. I was crying in my friends lap for thirty minutes. As time went by, he would still text me here and there. And also snapchat. I had hope that maybe one day we'd be talking on a daily basis again. I was wrong. I went to my friend's basketball game and they were playing against "Ally." With just my luck, he was there. Cheering for his new girl. After the game I tried to say hi, but he didn't hear me so I just told him bye as I was getting into my car. He NEVER posts stories on snapchat so it was weird to see that he had posted something to his story. It was of him and "Ally" hanging out. Oh, I forgot! When they were hanging out together during fall break, the girl "Ally" and her friend posted a selfie of them on his snapchat. I was sooo confused when I saw those two girls. Anyways, I was heartbroken to see that he has a new girl in his life even after telling me that he was not ready for a relationship. My friends made me realize that I was being lead on and I agreed. I was so stupid for ever falling for him. I was so hurt and he completely destroyed the person I used to be. I was happy and always having a good time. Now, I sometimes cry myself to sleep. The crying is so bad that I sometimes cannot breathe and I have to get up and walk around to control myself. It's hard to live with a broken heart, but I'm slowly recovering. I think writing will really help me as I get to spill my feelings into my own writing.
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Hi, I hope you're well, please update fly with me soon, I'm madly obsesed with it

uswnt_express

@gagasdope Hi! I'm so sorry I have not been updating. I have been super busy with school, soccer, and personal problems. I am trying my absolute best to have an update posted by next week! Thank you for your patience, I apologize once again!
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