That feeling when you're in so much pain its hard to breathe yet how much you try you can't cry and trying to forget is just as useless.. being scared of being called names or misunderstood. You're not depressed but you are, You're not alone But you feel alone. Wanting someone but scared of being judged. Scared to say what happened and no one believes. I can't ask for help I want someone to push me but I know i wont dare to say it and it hurts it hurts so bad.. you think you forgot it or moved on but it hunts you down, You hope to die but you're scared of death, You want to scream but you're scared of attention.