!Sike! A story based on my life but transfer into a fanfiction for Billie Eilish. I've never thought of this before and she's the one who has inspired me the most with all this emotions for yourself and stand up for it. "If you want to hurt me, hurt me bad." said Billie. Don't run around my head and trying to annoy me. If you want me to have a messed up life, then just do it.