tbh though now that I'm about to turn 18, most of my older friends i kinda resent and ik we were all kids but damn i get so pissed when i think about how most of my online trauma stems from the fact that older teens on here made me think IRL intense sexual shipping of adults was normal for an 11 year old to do, as well as shipping myself with those irl adults. my time on here genuinely made me think it was okay for me to be attracted to adults and led to me getting groomed several times. life sucks ig