jay sylvhr sabo

If anyone doesn't know, I'm using my other account @jays_hotbox now so go check it

Most of my best days are spent mourning in the sun

Im depressed out of my mind and what makes me smile? A black guy singing like a white guy.

My scale at home says im like just under 130, don't remember what my goal was but I must be fucking close.

Fuck everybody i'm not eating shiiit

I just need someone to at least pretend they adore me, I feel so lonely and cold

Waking up at three in the morning makes me want to drink laundry detergent 

I try to stray away from being unnecessarily rude to people unless its true, unfortunately a lot of true things are considered incredibly rude.

Ate too much today...  I hope my mom remembered to pick up some seaweed, that way I can eat it for the next few days...

I'm fucked, I need to go to school to write my midterm and I keep almost blacking out from not eating. I can't gain any more. I just can't. And I can't actually black out at school because they're going to send me back to the hospital and before I know it I'm back in the mental ward till I gain.