RIN-CHAN!!!!!

I'm a kitty cat, meow meowww

cw: issues with hypersexuality.. again
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I'm so disgusting why am I wasting my summer break away masturbating to nsfw art for days on end oh my gosh my current friend group won't accept me as their "friend" if I tell them about this

WHY AM I SHARTING OUT BLOOD EVERY TIME I TAKE A DUMP I'M NOT EVEN MAKING THIS UP

goodnight everyone

rant + vent-ish
          
          tw(?): mentions of hypersexuality and horny stuff
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          being hypersexual is BULLSHIT like why in the fucking fuck do I simp for characters/have certain characters as my favorite just because I find nsfw art of them and stare at these kinds of art for hours or even DAYS on end (happened to me once last year, happening again RIGHT NOW), if these characters were real and know about it, they'd hate me and probably won't become my friend any time soon
          
          plus every time I hear/see people talking about how horny/perverted people are nowadays I just feel guilty because I KNOW DAMN WELL I'm one of those people and eventually think to myself "I just can't fucking help it man"
          
          one time I had that sort of discussion with my friend and she said something along the lines of "some people nowadays are disgusting, all they care for is their desire" and it made it WAYYYYY harder to confess to her (and the friend group we're both in, which I consider my safe space) that I'm hypersexual. I feel like I'm being ridiculed for something I can't control.
          
          
          side note: I only realized now that I've had hypersexuality for 4-5 years straight, so... happy aniversary to that I guess?

I slept for 7 hours straight, and 2 hours gay

remembering that one time I was REALLLLLLLLY into a character (from an object show which I am not saying the name of cuz I'm EVIL mwehehhehe) to the point where I requested someone (on WATTPAD) to draw her with cat ears and a tail, then when the art and the chapter came out me and this other user had a whole ass roleplay which absolutely FUCKING derailed into other random thingys (this happened in 2021-23)
          
          but the roleplay isn't the main focus here. I really really wanna see that art again TODAY but there's 95% chance it's lost medias sadly

I don't want to eat

wait I just realized I made my profile look like I'm a rin anon
          
          
          I PROMISE I'M NOT ACTUALLY KAGAMINE RIN!!!!! I just like using that name....

I wonder how my wattpad moots (especially those I hung out with in 2022-2023) are doing right now......