~☆RIN!!!☆~

I HATE my CFMOT phase
          
          I want to FORGET my CFMOT phase
          
          I can yap for 10 minutes about this topic and nobody would gaf, being in the CFMOT fandom actually deteriorated my mental health in many ways
          
          60% of the art I see is either NSFW or cringe art, people making this kind of content about a fandom I was really interested in are weird af, lemme tell ya
          
          I'm peacefully looking at CFMOT fanart, and I have to get jumpscared by CFMOT NSFW art... not the best experience tbh
          
          not to mention that this is the first fandom where I got my first (online) trauma from, which affected me for more than a year, even after I left the fandom (read Rin's vent book)
          
          so yeah, being in the CFMOT fandom sucks :/

time to go to sleep HSSHSJSHS

they're back.
          
          the person who formed a portion on my 2023 memories is back.
          
          I'm actually so freaking happy right now, you don't even know.
          
          I remeiniced the times they comforted me during my hardest, supported me and my art, and were just plain silly with a group they created.
          
          "It's a miracle that they're back on Wattpad", I thought to myself.
          
          I get to hang out with them more now that they have returned.
          
          
          welcome back, @Latt3i
          I am extremely glad to have you back on Wattpad.

why do people keep yelling at me when I'm also physically sick urgggggg

"sana bumaha at mamatay kayo"
          
            -schoolmate who I don't talk to anymore, 2023

why do I have so much schoolwork this is unfair

if only I didn't delete my extreeemely old art book, I would've actually retrieved many of my old art
          
          I wish I only unlisted it instead of just straight up deleting it
          
          I deleted it in the first place because I had my first online trauma here and my mental health was rotting (July incident)

I should continue that one book of me talking about my CFMOT phase

I'm gonna have a field trip in 3 hours
          
          this is gonna be fun /pos