still Rin ^w^

I forgot I'm cutecore

during lunch at school, one of my "friends" who gave me continuous panic attacks for a few months grabbed another person's (my other friend's friend) phone (he kept saying "no" too) and showed me his search history without his permission. I won't say what I saw for privacy purposes because I know how he felt after that, and I can't even imagine myself being in his shoes. I'm bouta pull a mizu5 if that ever happens to me :/
          
          the fact that the "friend" who did it texted me messages with a threatening tone which made me have a mental breakdown and several panic attacks AND has done the same thing to another person I know makes this all the more worse.
          
          bro when he said "I can't believe/didn't know that [friend's friend] searched up something suspicious" I was actually pissed like LEAVE THAT POOR GUY ALONE you're disrespecting his privacy :(

I downloaded openutau 3 days ago. I started going crazy making covers and all that even though I have barely any experience with it. instantly became my new obsession and got so focused on it that I forgot drawing was my main hobby
          
          I got kasane teto, momo momone and sukone tei voicebanks btw

5 years ago I was somehow obsessed with Shrek x Sonic (I'm not even in their fandoms) and it got to a point where I probably made a PicsArt edit of them and used that picture as my SCHOOL ACCOUNT'S PFP (this was during the rise of covid and we had to take full-on online classes), I made a mask where the drawings on it were poorly traced pngs of Shrek and Sonic, and even wrote FANFICTION of them. that's right, FANFICTION.
          
          in today's time I would call the thing I wrote "extremely ooc shronic high school au", which sounds interesting so I kinda wanna rewrite it almost just as how I did 5 years ago. the og fic was like 1 and a half chapters long so if I actually rewrite I hope it will last longer than that. also I hafta remind you I wrote the og fic as a single-braincelled kid not a silly teen who is obsessed with fanfiction
          
          as much as I wanna rewrite it and POST IT ON AO3 one of my family members currently has a huge wound on the back of her leg due to an accident I won't go into detail so if I post on ao3 she would probably die

my cousin came over to my house yesterday and he's gonna be staying for a week. it's so so so fun we ate ice cream together we played pjsk together we watched weird videos together he even gave me FOOD!!!!!! now I don't have to starve when my parents run out of money..... oh yeah did I mention we are currently reading yaoi comics together

how would you feel if I told you I like amogus (yes. in 2026)

STOP POSTING ABOUT AMONG US!!! I'M TIRED OF SEEING IT!!!!1!!1! my friends on tiktok send me memes, on discord it's fuckin memes, I was in,,, a server.... right?? and ALLLLLLLL the channels are just among us stuff. I. I showed my champion underweartomygirlfriend, and the logo I flipped it and I said hey babe!!1!1 when the underwear sus HAHA!!!!! DING DING DINGDING DINGD ING DING. DIDIDING I fuckin looked at a trash can and I said that's a bit SUSSY..... I looked at my PEEnis, I thinkoftheastrounaut's helmet and I go PEENIS?? more like PEENSUS!!!!1!1!1!1!1! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

let me distance myself from them please I don't want to see them

happy and awesome couple
          
          evil and intimidating rin-chan

i have an empty dusty crusty musty attic and five nights at freddys is there