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THEY BROUGHT BACK THE SOCIAL FEED??? I DONT REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS CALLED BEFORE BUT OMFG??? FINALLY A GOOD WATTPAD UPDATE????

wattpad not only makes my pics in stories sideways but also my profile picture sideways how intelligent
          
          will fix later im tired

also really random but i recently got diagnosed with ptsd and suddenly 60% of my problems make sense now ;-; whoopsies

im getting notifications about people liking my comments and when i go to them i get flashbanged with 6 years ago oh lord im old

so much ragebait on wattpad now what the hell happened here...

"you just gotta find something appetizing to you" mac n cheese has never not been a safe food for me i ate 2 whole boxes after major abdominal surgery at 16 and yesterday i couldnt even finish a small bowl of it and that was all i could stomach the whole day

so in class yesterday the first few pages of my short story in progress were workshopped by my peers. and one classmate in particular picked up every minor detail and put them all together to carefully piece together the ending i had in mind and had purposefully left foreshadowing in the first few pages about it and like... thats never happened to me before like ever
          
          as a writer it is very difficult to get proper criticism or feedback on my art. people who paint or do digital art get feedback very easily on social medias because doomscrollers will see it briefly and go "oh wow this looks awesome" or "oh wow you suck the eyes arent even" but as a writer aint NOBODY putting in the effort to actually appreciate my shit unless theyre forced to for a class (the only reason im in college lol)
          
          but yeah this is the first time someone actually took so much care and appreciation in my work and thought about it a lot and it makes me really happy to feel seen by someone for fucking once but man ive been writing stories for 13 years now come onnnn

road trip to upstate new york in 3 days YIPPEEEE any recommendations of cool places to check out in rochester or buffalo i'll gladly take them into consideration :> ALSO I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT THAT APHMAU FIC I SAID ID BRING BACK LIKE 5 MONTHS AGO ITS STILL COMING BACK... EVENTUALLY...
          
          im so hyped abt the new mystreet seasons yall...... IM SO HYPED
          
          anyway i was struggling to figure out an ending to the fic but i think i figured it out! gonna do multiple endings,, one for each boy (and maybe a bonus ending for sasha, katelyn, and aphmau) and im thinking itll be just in each ending someone different finds/saves y/n and yippee they live happily ever after idk its not gonna be super extravagant its just putting a conclusion (ive always sucked at conclusions) to a story that had very little plotline to begin with (i had 0 plans with it)
          
          anyway yeah we'll see when that comes out
          
          also final thing if yall like my work go check out my account @v3x_slay i have some mha fanfictions there and a BRAND NEW original story (i dont have a lot for it i just want feedback on how its lookin so far for the most part) sooo yeah :3 have a great dayyyy

being an adult is so fun because i get to do shit my mom would never let me do and then never tell her about it and then eventually when she finds out its like she cant do anything about it bc im an adult
          
          she tries tho cuz shes a control MANIAC and doesnt want to lose me but that ship sailed like 6 years ago oopsiessss

my girlfriend's mad cuz i told her i didnt wanna propose this summer i wanna wait another year but we're going to niagara falls over the summer and she wants to get engaged there- i jus told her id take her back next summer instead lmaoo