@v_gio525
I wish I was joking when I said this. Said guy posted abt a new girl on his story not even two days after he “broke up” w me - ik this bc my friend showed me a screenshot. this is just reinforcing that idea that I will never be good enough. always somebody better. is it me? or is it the people around me? why am I always the one left, never the one leaving? when will it be my turn to experience something that doesn’t turn out to be a horrible lesson?
thinking about this makes me realize I should like be a psychic or something bc I rlly do see these things coming (no I don’t I make judgements and predictions based on patterns in the past but shhhhhh)
guys, genuine question: how many aura points do I lose when I got dumped by a guy that I wasn’t even talking to let alone dating, but we were a bit more than friends? and he confessed first too then ig changed his mind. I called it that he would get sick of me, hasn’t even been a week since he established what he felt and communicated that. but, yeah, is it a lot of aura lost for me? (Saying aura is so weird, I feel like a brain rot kid and I hate it sm)
I finished sunrise and let me just tell you. What the freaky deaky. I’m sobbing like what
Plus the fact that there are so many parallels, especially w four other books now. I can’t help but notice them like it’s not funny how invested I am
Okay, so I’m reading sunrise on the reaping and I’m about a little more than halfway done. Well, as I’m reading, I’m realizing that Haymitch is literally SO FREAKING ALIKE to katniss it gives me chills. It warrants irl reactions like gasping, idek but when I tell u I love this book I literally love it SO MUCH
I’m bored, so I have a question for u guys: what’s your number 1 song right now and why (if you’re comfortable sharing)?
also, that song is beautiful, otherworldly. thank u for showing me new music and ur story behind it
wow, that’s very meaningful. I’m glad that u were able to make life better for urself, that’s never easy work, and loving school can really only help u. and hey, you might have a chance, never know (I think the same thing w Matt Dillon but u actually know ur person irl so u have chances)
@v_gio525 Tricks of the Trade by Paulo Nutini. I visualise myself singing it at my secondary school graduation in 3 years time. The entire song really resonates with me. I transferred to my current school at a really dark and unhealthy period in my life, and it just made everything so much better. I love school now. I've also fallen in love with my French teacher, which isn't really the most ideal situation, because she's 4 times my age and she has a daughter who's older than me. She's the first woman I've ever loved, and she's really altered the way I've seen myself for so long. The lines in this song remind me so much of her. She helped me through the worst bit of my life just by being her, and she doesn't even realise it.
Happy birthday Johnny Cade!!!
Happy birthday Kurt Cobain, we miss u, even tho u would hate the world even more now
Happy birthday, Matt Dillon!!! I know that u don’t rlly care for ur fangirls, but I still love u anyway <33333
