Ha'a 🐈‍⬛

I'll be a better person i promise <3

But I'll do it anyway i can't lose myself more i can't be like this forever 

But I'll miss everything n everyone tho i don't think I'll be missed 

I really need to focus on myself n finish school peacefully 

I'll try to find myself then u can love me <3, And bcuz I'm losing for years i gane nothing but pain n my life being so noisy i just want everything and everyone to shut up 

I thought i was special.. but yeah anyway

كدما تعبانة حت الفراش يوجع 

Hurts

I saw Jesus today *⁠_⁠*

I feel disgusted by myself