V.

No sleep, no worries. 
          Almost near to the final chapter. 

Don't wonder why I'm awake at 4:21a.m. The dawn always caught me in the maelstrom of a nostalgic nebula.

"Your gaze has turned into a door I can no longer open, and your silence is the lock that keeps me out. "

If the day comes when I finally shut off myself from the rest of the world... find me. 
          Find me in a serene place where it's uncrowded, in the countryside at the foot of the mountain. 
          Find me where the birds have all the freedom to glide gleefully in the sky, where the field blooms a million of white li'l daises. 
          Find me on the coast where the waves crash the seawall beneath me. 
          Sit beside me. 
          Meet me again.

Coffee—a legal drug. 

Sometimes I feel like I am disturbing everyone, so I turn silent. 

How would you destroy a monster without becoming one? 

My thoughts become trap
          Like I'm stuck in my own head
          Overthinking even the small things
          It's tiring that all I want is to shut down
          And begone

A joyous anniversary of your mom's birth. 
          As always, I pray that He will give her more years of memories to celebrate with you. Hope you'll be with her soon.

Here again in my own world, 
          watching the clouds drift lazily across the sky
          The moon looks so lonely tonight, I wonder.