valerie

Well, it's that d*mn time of the year. it's 80 something freaking degrees and i feel just awful. i'm sweaty/sticky and i don't feel all that well. for now all i have is a fan on its highest setting. it's not much but it's something.

We're currenly getting on and off wicked thunderstorms. so that's how today is going.

My Nana isn't doing well. she still is in pain and she fell again. i think she needs professional help like an at home nurse or something of the sort but i know she won't go for that. *sigh*.

I'm upset. the oven stopped working so we had to bring in a replacement we had. we just finished bringing it in but not the f*cking ants are back too and to top it all of it's kinda hot outside again and ugh!  i'm so over it all right now.

Ghost B.C's new song 'Lachryma' is amazing! <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLG9oTH-ZbQ

Ghost B.C's new song is out and it's awesome! : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lyscwuG9zs

As a person literally living in the USA .... Fuck America/ the USA or as i call it the 'Divided States of Embarassment'. Me and my family's water bill just went up over 30 dollars. What the actual fuck? I hate it here but i'm stuck living here because i can't afford to move and the other countries must hate american's *god i hate calling myself that* now because of our stupid f*cking government and our so called president.

My Nana is unwell. We are in the hospital with her. She can't walk and is in a lot of pain. Hopefully she get's better soon.

*sigh* Y'know what sucks? ... when you're lonely af and wish you could have a dog but you know you're too lazy to have one and you hate going outside.

*sigh* i wish i had someone to talk to. like about heavier topics that people tend to avoid. i can't talk about it with my family because my mum hates talking about politics and gets mad if i bring it up and my other family member is a republican and i don't exactly have any irl friends to talk to because i hate socializing so i'm pretty much screwed in that regard.