Faith

Nothing like preparing for an ER trip for yourself :p 

I hate how people will use you and play you for a fool and once you realize how fake they are it's too late because they already hurt you. I hate how when people need me they blow my phone up but I need somebody to talk to I'm alone and nobody answers. I lost two "friends" today and it hurt because they weren't real, used me and threw me away like trash like Wtf. I loved you and cared about you and this is how you treat... no I'm done and don't ever tell me it's my loss because Tbh if it's anybody's loss it's yours because I'm one of a kind and I just flipped you the bird and walked away like a boss. So to all the haters and fake friends kiss my butt and pretend I never existed. Thanks so much *sarcastic voice* -_-

Feeling left out and lonely -_- one of those days Yano.... 

What a lovely quote valentinebed. Thanks for the follow. 
          WhiteBlood_Prince~ Welcome to my White kingdom painted Red.

Feeling conflicted.... Happy birthday to my daddy who rests in heaven.... I miss you so much

When life gets hard, you feel alone and your so close to giving up just close your eyes and lock away all the pain in the farthest part of your heart and then you can see clearly. Hold your head up, be strong and keep moving forward. your not a quitter ... your a fighter.. some friendly advice

feeling lonely :( I'm gonna bury myself in a book and melt into the fictional world

That moment when you wish you were far away... when you wish you could fly away and never come back. Where you wish you were a cloud that drifts with the breeze or a fish in the ocean who can swim away.

Close your eyes,
          bask in disguise.
          Invisible to the naked eye,
          even when you scream and cry.
          Hollow whispers and empty words, 
          are people's ways to hurt and hurt.
          Keep steady as you row along, even when the pains too strong and row, row along.
          
          My new poem... what do you think?

what to do when sleep evades you?.... for this I do not know and I ponder.