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happy new year <3

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Are u sana?

If heartbreak can be virtualized,
          You can see blood gushing out my chest, and my heart being ripped out by you-with it's tissues torn apart, veins twisted & pulled.
          If only heartbreak could be virtualized, 
          You would see my heart in your fist, squeezed into your palm.
          Enough to make it invisible, now I'm heartless. 
          Heartless to myself. 
          I care a little less about me, with passing days I'm losing myself, I am lost. 
          Where will I even find me? 
          when I don't have an intention to be found.
          I wasn't this, I don't wanna be this. 
          "Let me heal, help me heal.", cries my soul.
          What do I tell her? How do I tell her? 
          That she's already dead.
          
                                                                  — saji. 

          
          "His presence enveloped her like a sanctuary, silencing the chaos within her soul. Sleep gently took her in, wrapped in a peace she’d never known before, for he guarded her dreams with a fierce tenderness. In his arms, the weight of her world disappeared, as if he alone could carry it—because he was her protector, her love, the one who would always make her heart feel safe."
          
                                                                     —saji.
          
          

YES BABE??

I adore you beyond belief.

Sana 

perhaps, my heart wants a permanent break. 

i love u most <33