vampfears

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          	Let’s talk! 
          	I don’t feel myself anymore :) 

vampfears

If heartbreak can be virtualized,
          You can see blood gushing out my chest, and my heart being ripped out by you-with it's tissues torn apart, veins twisted & pulled.
          If only heartbreak could be virtualized, 
          You would see my heart in your fist, squeezed into your palm.
          Enough to make it invisible, now I'm heartless. 
          Heartless to myself. 
          I care a little less about me, with passing days I'm losing myself, I am lost. 
          Where will I even find me? 
          when I don't have an intention to be found.
          I wasn't this, I don't wanna be this. 
          "Let me heal, help me heal.", cries my soul.
          What do I tell her? How do I tell her? 
          That she's already dead.
          
                                                                  — saji.