Hey so just saw your post, i just wanted to say if you some time take it. Don't force yourself to write. Also see it this way if Rrahul and Helly are not couple in real world, still all the readers would love to see them in your writing..they are the most realistic os ever.
So take some time off, love and care for yourself and then come back to writing...but take care of yourself first..you are important, your feelings are important ..