It is impossible to make a wrong decision. It is impossible to exist in a mistake. A decision is a decision and which ever road taken by you is not a miss - it's simply yours. Because you've been told or made to feel that it is not worthy does not make it so. Take water for example. It exists as ice, along the streams and in the air we breathe. And yet in every form it has never been a mistake. It flows, and falls and floats in several forms and yet it belongs. It has never had to apologise. People run from the rain and shield themselves from snow; lightning strikes through it and the wind blows it places; and it still does not apologise. Because the ground on which it falls and dampens bears life from the rain. The snow brings beauty to the land and the summer breezes keep us cool; water flows as mud, discoloured and deadly, and sits in swamps, murky and pungent - but still, though we may complain, Water in it's various forms, is our everything. Regard yourself as the water, and your life's occurances as the many forms. Your friends come and go just as the seasons do, and your wisdom grows with the time you spend on the earth, you may have missed this season's harvest, but next season you'll understand when the time has come. The same applies to your studies, like the winds you'll learn to adapt to the different climates and understand relevance of events and even if it doesn't work out next Spring, another Spring awaits, and another, and another. And as for relationships, choices, chances and personality traits. They too pass with time. And even if they don't they are yours. You are what you are and there are things that yearn to grant you the godforsaken right to be loved, so stop thinking 'what if', because some good things have to leave for the best things to come to you.
Have a great day, stay safe, don't stress
ily( ˘ ³˘)♥