i guess i own you guys an explanation. my love for writing was never something that was steady, i constantly found myself caught in between writing what i wanted and what others wanted. my heart was no longer written in the pages of stories, my mind told me to stop. so i did. i disappeared and i'm so sorry. you can call it writers block. you can call it lost of inspiration. but at the time, writing was no longer good for me. but i'm back now, refreshed, my soul is at ease with my mind and i think it's time to come back and do something i love. i have left the dl fandom. i've made the works private. i'm leaving it behind to start anew. to start where i want. to write what i want. thank you for sticking with me through the years. i hope you can find the same comfort in my writing now like how you did back then.