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UPDATE I forgot rottenvante's password  
          
          so, vantepassion was my old account and I kinda miss it lol
          
          
          ANYWAYS I had my baby on June 29th 2023 and he's already 1 year and 1 month. he's so cute and such a smart toddler :') I got married on Valentine's day HOW CRINGE AND CLICHE but hey I kinda deserve that. I'll be turning 25 on the 13 that's crazy.. ‍♀️
          
          but I might keep this account because social media is boring and I miss reading. 
          
          okok byeeeee to anyone who reads this even though I highly doubt that lmao. I'll come update this from time to time for life updates :) 

ITS BEEN LIKE TWO YEARS SINCE I LOGGED IN THAT ACCOUNT BUT DAMN I FORGOT THE PASSWORD :') 
          
          this account (vantepassion) was the peak of my teenage years and I've read so many stories (smut included) about one direction and BTS lmfaooo that shit was fun tho. 
          
          anyways I'm kinda bummed I can't go through it anymore but at least the stories I read are public lol 
          
          I'm already 23 with a baby on the way, and by on the way I mean 3 weeks or less. I have an amazing boyfriend who I plan on marrying and it's just kind of mind-blowing. when I was younger I thought no one was ever gonna love me and being in the dark place I was in made my future seem.. hopeless. things aren't still "perfect" but it's been better :') 
          
          being in here brought back so many memories and I might just read a couple books  anyways goodbye to this account, can't believe it's been 8 years already. 

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Hello, love! Just in case Wattpad glitches and fails to correctly send you notifications, I thought that I would message you here to let you know that I have sent you a DM! So, check your DMs, okay? Byeee! x

2 years and 1 month
          
          
          
          

My two year anniversary with BTS is today wow...... WHERE DID THE TIME GO?? :( I'm glad my dumbass decided to stay here cuz I would have missed ALOT of things.. Especially them. I really do look forward to spend the rest of my life along BTS. 
          
          Sometimes things get really hard for me and I feel so unloved and lost but BTS has made me feel content with myself. I've gotten so emotionally invested in them that they've became so much more than friends. It wouldn't be enough calling them that. Do you ever feel like some people were meant to be in your life? Like destiny brought you together for a reason? Well, that's what it feels like. 
          
          
          This is gonna sound cliche but they are truly angels that I'm so happy to have. They are the reason I stay and fight, why I live another day. 
          
          My little sunshines :( 
          
          OKAY A BITCH IS CRYING BYE I CAN'T TTPE ANYMORE I CAN'T SEE MY SCREEN

 I'm not writing this for anyone in particular, it's just for me I guess. It's been almost 5 years since I had this account and I can't bring myself to delete this app. Reading was literally my only way out of this world, the only place that I didn't have to worry about anything (besides the suspense in some books lol). I think.. When you lose passion for something you loved for a very long time it feels like something inside of you has died. At least for me. Anyways!!! To whoever stumbles across this make sure I'm still alive lmao I sometimes forget I have this app. If I somehow end up dying, you'll know. If you scroll down and see that I haven't updated my bts anniversary shit in a very very VERY long time then i'm probably dead. So, with that said.. Bye. 
          
          
          
          
          (P.s. I would like to apologize about my sentence structure  that's not my strong point and the fact that people are gonna read this and be like "this bitch had the audacity to type like this???" LMAO )

yo is it like embarrassing to have wattpad??? 

It's my 20th birthday tomorrow...
          I fucking can't believe how old I'm gonna be
          
          
          
          
          
          
          My time suddenly feels rushed??? Idk how but the thought of getting old or dying gives me anxitey 

i'm alive