@varckk aww honey :(
sorry to hear how things have been for you. You clearly have a passion for what you do and I think many people can see it.
It sucks not being able to put the time into something you really want to, or having a dream that feels so far away.
Life goes up and down for us all, and taking breaks is healthy!
Trying to reach fame at the moment is so annoying with how saturated all books and stuff are now with random stuff or ai generated stuff.
You are incredible though, stay safe and I hope you can find time or a way to go forward that makes you happiest <3