variestae

hey all! i know it’s been a very long time since i was here last, as you can tell, lol. i don’t come bearing good news. i’m sure i wont be returning. as much as i love tk & bts, that will never change, but my love for writing & for the rpf bts community has changed. genuinely, i despise it. being here has destroyed me mentally. the environment is toxic. so much to the point to where i was hating all of my favorite hobbies. irl too. this place sucks. a lot of the ppl here suck too. i hate it. i hate them. i love my readers tho. 
          	
          	a lot of my morals have changed. taking a step back i’ve realized that my morals def needed to change, and i can’t do that here. 
          	
          	i’m taking a step back. from writing, reading, etc. 
          	
          	pieces into place has been discontinued. no one has permission to finish the story or to take the idea and write their own. bk has been taken down bc that’s the only fic im genuinely proud of and im not risking wp deleting it for whatever stupid reason. i’m also trying to convert it into a fictional, physical book, so there’s that. 
          	
          	i’m making no promises that i’ll return. even if i do, it won’t be here. it’ll probably be on ao3. i won’t even make a twt or insta for it. just know i had fun in the beginning, when everyone wasn’t at eo’s throats all the time. love u guys so much!!
          	
          	— k.

EpsitaParija1

@variestae I hope you lead a happy life.
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variestae

and thank you to everyone who supported me. whether ur old or new, during the drama, during the times i was just not a good person or friend, when i was a fraud. i’ve grown. i’ve grown to hate that part of myself & life to where i rly do want to change— want to stay changed for the better. 
          	  
          	  this is my final apology. i’m sorry to those of you i have hurt in the past. it was wrong of me to think doing those things was even okay. there’s no excuses. i don’t know what i was thinking. i don’t stand for any of that stuff anymore— i don’t want to. i hurt too many people because of it. nothing will ever justify what i did. and i wont do it. i really am deeply, and truly sorry about everything i have done, to everyone who i hurt or may have hurt. thank you.
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variestae

hey all! i know it’s been a very long time since i was here last, as you can tell, lol. i don’t come bearing good news. i’m sure i wont be returning. as much as i love tk & bts, that will never change, but my love for writing & for the rpf bts community has changed. genuinely, i despise it. being here has destroyed me mentally. the environment is toxic. so much to the point to where i was hating all of my favorite hobbies. irl too. this place sucks. a lot of the ppl here suck too. i hate it. i hate them. i love my readers tho. 
          
          a lot of my morals have changed. taking a step back i’ve realized that my morals def needed to change, and i can’t do that here. 
          
          i’m taking a step back. from writing, reading, etc. 
          
          pieces into place has been discontinued. no one has permission to finish the story or to take the idea and write their own. bk has been taken down bc that’s the only fic im genuinely proud of and im not risking wp deleting it for whatever stupid reason. i’m also trying to convert it into a fictional, physical book, so there’s that. 
          
          i’m making no promises that i’ll return. even if i do, it won’t be here. it’ll probably be on ao3. i won’t even make a twt or insta for it. just know i had fun in the beginning, when everyone wasn’t at eo’s throats all the time. love u guys so much!!
          
          — k.

EpsitaParija1

@variestae I hope you lead a happy life.
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variestae

and thank you to everyone who supported me. whether ur old or new, during the drama, during the times i was just not a good person or friend, when i was a fraud. i’ve grown. i’ve grown to hate that part of myself & life to where i rly do want to change— want to stay changed for the better. 
            
            this is my final apology. i’m sorry to those of you i have hurt in the past. it was wrong of me to think doing those things was even okay. there’s no excuses. i don’t know what i was thinking. i don’t stand for any of that stuff anymore— i don’t want to. i hurt too many people because of it. nothing will ever justify what i did. and i wont do it. i really am deeply, and truly sorry about everything i have done, to everyone who i hurt or may have hurt. thank you.
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variestae

turned 22 today <33

minchansmaniac

@variestae oh my gosh I'm so late HAPPY BELATED BDAY MY LOVE I MISS YOU BEEN MISSING YOUU
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sinnersvk

@variestae, happy birthday, lyrik <3
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khcherrieeeeee

@variestae Happy birthday <3
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