Hey friend, I just wanted to say something. I know how it can be hard to be alive and how being breathless can feel. But friend, just please, don't be afraid to look around you and see how many people is there for you, ready to listen to you. There is always somebody to understand you and to be similar to you, please think about this person who is waiting for you and who is asking for help.
Try to love every little thing who'd can make you feel better, even if this only work for few minutes.
If you need, you can talk to me and I will listen to you, I can give you some advice or give you some love, if that is what you need.
Just, don't be afraid of yourself, don't be afraid of the futur and don't care what people may think about you.

Stay alive friend |-/