@veeskiitheestallion That's ok babes, you're human and on a journey of self discovery. There's nothing wrong with learning more about yourself as you grow. Men suck irl. That's why I think girls like us gravitate to anime men. But it also causes us to have high standards, standards real men can rarely reach. So its totally fine that you feel this way. Don't stress out about it too much. Just focus on being yourself. :)