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hi guys, today I want to let you know that I'm experiencing writing block. yes you not heard me wrong, i feel unsure in this situation I feel stuck in some chapters and feel less satisfied with my handwriting. I also feel that some interesting ideas are lost and buried deep in the brain. I have tried to remember and practice reading but my brain is still empty.My basic sentences become less artistic and the storyline seems to fall apart when I try to add new scenes or sentences.I truly apologize for my shortcomings and lack of updates here. I should go somewhere far away to calm my mind. My real life is also really chaotic with tasks piling up, projects being delayed and some experiments being stopped. I also have a mid-semester exam that will last for a whole month. Huwaa, I want to drowning myself deep in the Antarctic sea.  
          
          so officially I will unplubish all my stories. thank you for being a good and calm reader. 

Hi everyone, today I just want to pour out my heart to you about my real life right now. I'm in love with someone quite charming, tall and kind. He has many fans in school and outside of school, including me. but just recently I was surprised and slapped by the fact that he already has a girlfriend, the boy's girlfriend dm me saying "don't ever like my boyfriend b*tch, he's mine"  and I replied to the message calmly I just wrote "okay, thank you for the reprimand and I hope the relationship between you two is going well." then I blocked all the girlfriend and the guy's social media and removed all my repost (I felt cringe after seeing it again) about that boy. 
          
          It didn't end there, the girlfriend got my phone number, and texted me with swear words. At first I wanted to ignore it but my phone's notifications were ringing loudly and it was really annoying.Finally, I replied with a message like this, sounding a little rude "Please don't spam unimportant chats to me, I'm already pissed off, go away, no one will take your boyfriend, b*tich". But she still spams insults and curse. 
          
          I couldn't take it anymore, I finally replied like this "I think you've made enough effort to curse and insult me, do you like me, come here and lick my p*ssy then" after that i blocked her. 
          
          The next day, my classmates sarcastic me on their WA status, calling me a slut, a disgusting bitch, while posting screenshots of my chat with that girl. I feel confused why they are angry I didn't even tell them that. They started making fun of me when I uploaded any status. Idk what I did wrong here. THEY DIDN'T SEE THE INSULT AND CURSE THAT GIRL WRITE TO ME !!! 
          

Gaiss, for the fasting month i would postponed the story, tolerance to our muslim friends. There would has a comments why other writers are still update but I'm not?? I know there are still many writers who are still update, but for me, I prefer to stop mine. I am also an ordinary creature, not very religious, but I try to control my writing. Here I don't want to bring down or accuse other writers, that's their right to update or not, please don't compare, I don't want to make it weird. I don't like it. I'm tired of this shi,  on my old acc, I've been bashed by other authors for misunderstanding this issues. Please take care of your words.

yoiii story baru ges!! 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405577200