Vekta

also my new username is like cool af why didnt i think of it sooner
          but yes
          suede is going to be my new online persona, ill be making a tumblr soon and ill also be sharing my drawings on there too. Im also going to go work on Complexity, and Ill probably start writing a new work, which will not be fanfiction. also im not calling my fanfics fanfics, because i feel like thats demeaning to my work, even though that is one of its categories. but its also my work, and my words and everything so its just mine okay.

im sebastian stan trash, just accept me for it

I looked so basic yesterday. 
          I looked like I was wearing a big tshirt as a dress.
          Everyone looked so nice, especially Maya and Andrea and of course Karen omg
          Their dresses were so sparkly and pretty and what was mine? Something I found while going to the restroom at Khols. 
          I also wore my converse because i couldnt find nice shoes.
          I found some but my mom said i couldnt walk in heels, and um yes i can. 

I heard my brothers pee through two walls, he needs help. 

Im done with people not taking me seriously or people disliking me and shooing me away, like no bitch if you dont want to be my fucking friend anymore tell me to my motherfucking face you ass hat.

I hope next year I get Section Leader though. My director doesnt take me seriously, and I am going to prove him wrong. 

My frenemy got section leader though, so I know this season is gonna suck. Shell do unnecessary punishments towards the people she dislikes. I want to go to the low reeds as a bass clarinet but like this super cocky dude got SL for low reeds and im just like BOY.

I got Social Officer in band, and now Im trying to figure out who would be best for the Hey Band thing. 
          But I realized that my director probably doesnt take me seriously, and that I wont get section leader or drum major which is pretty sad because all of this is based off of favoritism and whos the best at their instrument or whos sucked up the most. 

Wander - to walk around aimlessly
          Wonder - to think aimlessly
          
          WHY DO PEOPLE CONFUSE THESE THINGS MAN
          idk it kinda upsets me

My brothers an asshole
          I have a onesided crush
          I wish I was a marvel character or something man