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I don’t even know where to start. NEET is approaching, and I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of unfinished chapters, missed schedules, and overwhelming guilt. I wake up every morning knowing I should be studying, but all I want to do is curl up in bed and shut the world out. Every unread page, every unsolved question feels like a weight pressing down on my chest, suffocating me.
I tell myself I’ll start fresh, I’ll push through—but the moment I sit down, the exhaustion, the frustration, the sheer mental burnout kicks in. It’s like my brain has shut down, refusing to absorb even the simplest concepts. And then, the regret comes crashing in. The what ifs, the should haves, the why didn’t I start earlier? It’s eating me alive. The guilt of wasting time is heavier than ever, yet I still can’t find the energy to move forward.
Everywhere I look, I see students grinding, solving questions, revising again and again while I sit here, stuck in this miserable cycle of procrastination and self-loathing. I know the only way out is to just do it, to open the damn book, to push past this slump—but it feels impossible. The demotivation is crippling, and the pressure is unbearable.
I don’t even know if I’m writing this for advice, reassurance, or just to vent. I just know that right now, I feel completely, utterly fucked up.