TW: mentions of depression and SH and s. ideation.
I wanted to take this opportunity to deeply apologize to my readers for being away for so long. I haven't forgotten about you and I always feel so happy seeing your comments.
My depressive episodes have taken a turn for the worst and I haven't been doing well. I had been staying afloat but have relapsed and gotten into darker thoughts. The state of the economy here has given me horrible financial troubles and it's one of my biggest triggers that can quickly throw me over the edge.
The year and a half before I started uploading my works was my longest and darkest period of my s. ideation and around that time there was also a lot of financial troubles. Writing and having this community of readers appreciating my work had saved me during those times and the comments I still get help me in those dark moments.
I'm not dropping any of my works, I just wanted to thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart how thankful I am for those that still come back to leave me words during this hiatus.
I am currently reading manhwa's and that had helped slowly give me urge to write, though not for SNS. I think it will help me in a way seeing the body gestures, backgrounds, and movements. There's no big categories for manhwa fanfics so I don't think I would try writing for them to publish but maybe I will for myself.
I still love my stories deeply and I'm proud of them and never intend of dropping them.
Thank you for reading this long update in my life and I hope we will be able to meet soon again. I haven't forgotten about you and I hope you don't forget about me.
With so much love, Val xx
