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@venom33_ oh my, that sounds like it will be right up my alley!  Lol.  You know we are all suckers for your ABO stories.  Ill be first in line to pick up a copy. 

@Yaman999 thank you!! My novel is a MM omegaverse (of course) and the second couple is sooo SNS  I love writing them and people would enjoy their banter :) 

@HaronoHyuga that's so sweet of you, thank you! I've been in and out of treatment for the past year and it's helped a lot  everyone has been so patient and it helps combat the negative thoughts I'm letting everyone down 

Hello everyone <3 it's Val from the void of depression.
          
          It's come to my attention that one of my stories was removed due to the new guidelines. More will probably follow. I wanted to remind everyone I'm at AO3 under venom33 where I have more stories than the ones here.
          
          I struggle to make covers here so I tend to be more active on AO3, though not as much lately since I'm still struggling with severe depression and working on a debut novel. 
          
          There's so many notifications here, I struggle to respond so if you want to get in contact send me a message or leave me a comment there :) 
          
          Thank you always for all your love <3 you guys have made me smile during the darkest moments. 

I love your works, there the best fanfics I’ve read in a while. All day I’ve been thinking about getting down with my chores faster to get back to reading these books. I love the way you construct your characters and the way you portray them, I just love everything about your writing. Thank you so much for writing them and I pray to God that this passion for writing never leaves you. 

I wanted to sincerely thank everyone for your sweet comments from the bottom of my heart. 
          
           
          
          I'm currently in treatment and reading your comments have sincerely helped me in ways you can't imagine.
          
           
          
          I've been writing a novel but when I'm stuck on something I keep thinking of things I want to write for SNS. I thought the fandom had slowed down but seeing all the comments made me think it's alive and well. Which also gave me inspiration to write :)
          
           
          
          I'll be in treatment for a while but I really think you'll see me soon with new chapters if my treatment continues to go well :) 
          
           
          
          Thank you for not giving up on me even when I gave up on myself and for your support 

TW: mentions of depression and SH and s. ideation. 
          
           
          
          I wanted to take this opportunity to deeply apologize to my readers for being away for so long. I haven't forgotten about you and I always feel so happy seeing your comments. 
          
          
          My depressive episodes have taken a turn for the worst and I haven't been doing well. I had been staying afloat but have relapsed and gotten into darker thoughts. The state of the economy here has given me horrible financial troubles and it's one of my biggest triggers that can quickly throw me over the edge. 
          
          
          The year and a half before I started uploading my works was my longest and darkest period of my s. ideation and around that time there was also a lot of financial troubles. Writing and having this community of readers appreciating my work had saved me during those times and the comments I still get help me in those dark moments. 
          
           
          I'm not dropping any of my works, I just wanted to thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart how thankful I am for those that still come back to leave me words during this hiatus. 
          
          
          I am currently reading manhwa's and that had helped slowly give me urge to write, though not for SNS. I think it will help me in a way seeing the body gestures, backgrounds, and movements. There's no big categories for manhwa fanfics so I don't think I would try writing for them to publish but maybe I will for myself. 
          
          
          I still love my stories deeply and I'm proud of them and never intend of dropping them. 
           
          
          Thank you for reading this long update in my life and I hope we will be able to meet soon again. I haven't forgotten about you and I hope you don't forget about me. 
          
           
          
          With so much love, Val xx

I have a question for u Author, my sister asked me that was Tomato named Tomato cuz he likes eating Tomato? (from the book 'What is... Love?)

I really need to find some art for the stories I have on AO3 that I haven't posted here T_T

It's a long one!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/319200897