Lady

After years of being gone I've returned to create some more magic

I keep seeing “Fool (Henry Bowers X Reader)” and I was gonna see if you’d republish it but Idek if ur active anymore lol but I like really wanna read it

School has once again started so- I thought as a new project I would write a new fanfic, a John Wick fanfic. After that I may step away from fan fictions and try to focus on original works more!

when did you publish toxic?

A quote from my new book ‘Dead Prayer’
          
          “And in that moment I realized, no amount of pain amounted to the feeling I had right then. The absolute soul shattering pain that coursed through my body, the feeling of my chest caving in- no amount of physical pain was even close to this.” 

Something you need to realize is you aren’t MEANT to be perfect. As humans we were created to be flawed and I can promise you that just because you’ve made mistakes that doesn’t mean you’re any less worthy than you were before those mistakes. Your flaws are what make you, your flaws make you unique, memorable, someone people will think of for a life time. Sometimes our lives can feel so insignificant but in reality, your flaws are someone’s favorite attributes about you and your existence means the world to someone around you <3

Here's some inspiration for you
          Stop psyching yourself out, stop stomping on your own dreams. YOU set boundaries for yourself, you and only you. If you wanna do something, DO IT. "Oh but what if I fail" okay but what if you DONT, what if you succeed, what if you wake up and you see all your hard work is paid off? What if you learn and grow and win? Yeah you're gonna get hurt, it's gonna be hard, but you CAN do it. Don't let your fear ruin your chances at anything you want. You wanna be a streamer? do it, what's the worst that can happen? it doesn't take off? Okay then keep trying, keep going, figure out a way to do it and do it. You like that girl/guy? TALK TO THEM, stop idolizing them, they're your equal, they are no better than you. They've done bad things, they've been awkward, they've done things they regret, they aren't superior to you. "What if I get rejected?" What if you don't? And if you do you can say you did all you can do and then you'll do it again, and you'll find someone who accepts you and cares for you AS YOU ARE, but you'll never know if you sit back and watch other people take the chances you should have taken. You're afraid to meet people in school? MESSAGE THEM, that's how I met @carangis I had NEVER private messaged anyone in school until her and NOW LOOK, we literally write books with characters based on each others personality. This wouldn't have happened without risk! Everything has risk to it, so do it and if you fail do it again. Time won't wait on you, time goes by fast so join it. Make a mark, make a name, do SOMETHING you wanna do. Once you let go and just do- life becomes so much more exciting, just do it and stop building these walls around yourself. What are people gonna do? talk? LET THEM, let them talk about you and see how many people are obsessed with you more than themselves, at least you can say you've done what they were too afraid to do.

Here's something I've been thinking about recently.
          Life is absolutely insane, it's exciting, terrifying, painful, happy, sad, chaotic, it's everything rolled up into one. Above all though, it's unpredictable. I've been through a lot in my life thus far, it makes me wonder how I had the strength to make it this far at all. I don't know what's to come in my future, and sometimes that thought terrifies me. I'm terrified of losing people, of feeling that hurt and emptiness again. But this has shown me something, it's shown me how lucky I am to have people in my life. People like Sharon, and all the others I know. These friends, the ones who understand you, they give you a reason to keep fighting, to keep striving for progress. Friends don't take the pain away, but they make it more bearable. Life is a whirlwind of chaos and tears and so much more, you never know what's going to happen next, so the advice I give to you- take that chance. Don't think about what bad could come from it, just do it. I promise you, even if it isn't the way you want it you can still say YOU DID THAT, YOU did that and only you, no one else. And that my friend, is badass. So go talk to your crush, publish that book you have hidden away, talk to new kids in class, do something new, the biggest reward is knowing you did something. Life is crazy, so be crazy with it.

Are you going to update serpent Queen

I appreciate everyone who reads my stories, but the fact that some people can read the fanfics I wrote when I was 13-15 and think “Mhm, this is premium content” baffles me