grace

you said “sad girls want me to choke them” and damn, that’s the truth

i need to work on my covers and titles and my writing

i like before the sunrise a lot and i hope you guys do too

tell me i’ve been lied to

hey i posted a new story

i’ve been missing you a lot more lately
          it’s so hard to not talk to you
          i’m physically restraining my body 
          from moving towards you
          i miss you

i can’t tell if i miss you
          or miss being in love
          you never loved me
          but god, did i love you
          i miss you 
          i’m hurting so much 
          because of you
          but i’m excited for the future
          i can’t wait to be in love again
          and give them my all
          and find a person 
          that will give me the love
          i deserve. 

i listened to the voicemail you left me 
          when you were high and i wasn’t picking up
          i miss you
          i’m crying 
          i’m sorry 

don’t say that you cared because then you wouldn’t have texted her and whisper that you loved me the next day
          you just wanted sex
          all i wanted was to make love

you pinched my leg down down down and i wanted you to go up up up