Do you ever feels like, you don't write because you love it but because you have feeling something urge you to make it?
Like I want to love what I write and write what I love.
Actually I'm in crisis feelings right now, I write holding the fate. I started it when I love them so much. I love fangs of fortune I love all the cast, but suddenly I got writer block till 1 year longs and I write another story between that time.
I still love FoF I love Neo and Rui. I still can feel how I ever ship them in the series. But I feels like in few chapter of holding the fate, it's not feel the same. I wondering if I should just stop it...
Actually I already finish the draft. It's have the ending. If I postponed it again I afraid it will totally vanished—the feeling—
Do you guys have opinion? And maybe some advice?
I mean I really want to finish it, that's commitment I made for every fanfiction I made...