well crap— i don't necessarily post anything on here, but i've been overwhelmed by the amount of school work i have to do, and overwhelmed by the fact i still have to be passing to stay as drumline captain. i'm only venting here since no one is going to read this (and if you are, im neutral about that). it's hard being able to balance two things at once, and if i can't lead things then who can? basically things would be a riot if i couldn't put them under control, which the thought of it terrifies me. i don't know what to do or how to bring my grades up, my mind has been in a state where it's not supposed to be and it's just stressful asfooc.
